February 2012
I miss my bestfriends.
You know what sucks.,
The fact that I can be surrounded by so many people but feel so alone. The fact that something is always on my mind. The fact that I’ve gotten maybe 5 hours of sleep since Saterday. The fact that I have no one. I feel as if I’ve lost everything, everyone. I’m just a dissapointment. I feel hopeless, stressed, mentally and physically exhausted, and over all a l o n e. And it...
Thank you for fucking my mood up even more.
“When you’re in this pathetic little bitchy mood, you find different things wrong with everything. You find things that make you feel worse so you have an excuse to feel sad. You find things that I’m apparently doing wrong to help fuel the fire. You always have. That’s why it doesn’t phase me anymore. You treat me like shit when you’re like this.”
I CAN’T FUCKING HELP THAT I’M A PSYCHOPATH.
2nd night of no sleep..
im so unbelievably tired, and I have school in less than 5 hours. I can guarantee tomorrows going to be a shitty day accompanied by a shitty week.
So,
emilyiswhite:
Pandora is on, ear phones in, all I need is questions, ask me anything.
